for the most beautiful God is agony of
the spirit,
though it be sugar- eating.
What is agony of the spirit?
To advance toward death
without seizing hold of the Water of
Life.
RUMI
By (the Token of) Time
Lo! man is in a state of loss,
Save those who believe and do good works,
And exhort one another to truth
And exhort one another to endurance.
Qur`an
But Billy never came.
He is the soldier
at the feet of my new,
my brand new statue of love.
He holds the rope
but never uncovers it.
Place my heart
under the doormat,Billy
before you leave,
my heart hang it
like a beehive,
my orphan need
to press you against my chest,
to hold you under my jacket
and keep you warm.
The building blocks of my pain
are in the basket
behind the door.
The tree that made them
grows in my shoulders,
your leafy face falls there
the sweet chlorophyll smile.
I want to wipe your face Billy
with both my hands
and breathe it in.
I fold my fear neatly
this bleating rug
and smoke it .
I ` m tired Billy,
do not cut my hands!
when the said device comes into existence, save one for me.
Don`t worry, I will.